So far so good.

So far we have avoided sickness since last time!! I think its a new record. Well, now that I probably jinxed it we'll see how I feel tomorrow.

Dave is on his way home, he called and said they are in NC so they should be back at noon as planned. He's tired and ready for his own bed again. I feel for him, being gone sucks, but then so does being alone here at home too.

Nothing too exciting today. I typed Grandma Helseth a really nice long letter. I miss her and wish I was there to help her out while she is hurting so bad. I have a hard time calling her lately. I feel bad that I don't much anymore, but I can't stand to hear how bad she is getting. I hate thinking that getting old is like that. I guess its time for me to face the fact that aging isn't so kind. I'm only 32 and it absolutely scares me to death to be like her at that age. She hurts so much physically, and then is alone so much on top of it. I really didn't think we'd have her around long after we lost Grandpa. Thats horrible to say, but they were that kind of couple. Married over 50 years and looked as in love as the day they tied the knot. I remember sitting in the hospital when we were losing him and it looked like she was dying inside too. She's never been the same. Thank God Mom is there to help her and take her to appointments and stuff. Pisses me off that the other Aunts and Uncles don't do a fucking thing, but that shouldn't surprise me. They are all about themselves. I hope it comes back and haunts them when they get old, and their own kids disown them. HA! Asshats.

Back to cleaning before Dave gets home... fun, fun, fun.