Wow, I've been slacking

Its been a long time since I've done anything here. The laptop died and lost the link. Doh! Not much has changed. I'm still mad at the world most of the time and trying desperately to relax and just go with the flow. Its just not me.

Had lunch with all the girls from my website today. Its was nice and I'm lucky to have such cool people in my life that put up with my shit. One chic that was there I just can't stand, but for some reason she just won't go away. Its kind of sad actually that I blow her off so bad ALL the time and she is just so clueless. I try not to be mean to her, but I've had it. Its gotten so bad that I don't respect her as a mother because of her stupid decisions and that I can't look away from.

Dave and I have really been great, we are both putting in the effort, and now that he is doing his ACAP stuff he's happy. Its nice to see the end of this Army tunnel. He hit 21 years last month, he's ready to get out, and I'm ready to see him happy. Just watching him talk about it is fun, he just seems so excited. Its been a long time since I have seen him that way. I like it.