I got busy, then got screwed.

I am in kind of a funk, I've been volunteering a lot with the FRG and go figure.. got the ass in the end. I pushed for some changes and got them, but not in any way shape of form that I saw coming. I'm pissed at myself for investing so much in these people and I knew better, I KNEW they'd fuck me over. I hate that I expect more out of people, and am constantly disappointed. Now I will make nice, do what I volunteered to do and will stay out of the freaking way of the whole trainwreck. Its a good thing that its done anyway, it was just to frustrating. I need to go with my gut when I meet people and stick with it, I knew better this time.

Dave will be going back overseas again soon, that is starting to hit as well. I can't believe we are going to be apart for so long again. That's the Army for you these days. I should expect nothing less.

On an up note, Matt is doing awesome at school. He just loves it and his speech is coming along nicely. We need to work on getting him to be louder.. ironic in this family.