Bored

We went down to Syracuse the other night and took Matt to his first hockey game. Its only an AHL team, but he thought it was great. Dave and I had fun as well and it was just nice to get the hell out of here for a night. With Dave leaving soon we are trying to get lots of family time in. That also included a big bash at our house on Saturday night. I am now the official keeper of Mikes Keg-o-rater until the guys come home. I love beer, but I'm going to have to get really popular to make this thing work. Worse comes to worse Matt and I will get root beer for it!

I'm becoming more conscious of who I want to hang with and who I don't. Life really is better liking the company you keep. Not just settling for those who are most convienient. Too bad it took me 33 years to figure that out. DUH.

I need a poke, someone to get me motivated to do something, anything. I think I'm in the predeployment funk thing again, so I know it will snap soon, but I hate just feeling like a blob. I've been avoiding everyone again, I just don't see the point in my being bitchy and pissing people off. I've been trying to just keep my mouth closed and keep opinions to myself but it nver works. Someday I'll learn.

On a good note, Jillian and I are heading to NC soon. I'm going to see Sarah and the girls and Jillian is going to see her relatives. It works out perfect, and that trip will be just what I need to get me rolling again. I can't wait to get out of here for a while.